Bye College. Hello Real World.
This Saturday, May 19 I graduated college.
Woah…did I just say that?! I am still in complete denial that I have graduated college and I will NOT be going back in the fall. I honestly am really upset leaving college, my sweet place, my haven. I lived there for the past four years with 5 amazing girls that I got to call my best friends biddies.
I am now home, depressed, unemployed, and it’s getting worse. I am happy to see my friends from home and take a little bit of a vacation but I wish I was NOT an alumni. I want to go back to college. I am not ready for the real world. And I am scared to death about my future, what my career will be, if I will even have one. What will happen this summer. It freaks the shit out of me and I can’t bare to think about it. I am scared to see all of my friends doing something in their lives and I am home, alone, unemployed, with no future. I don’t want that.
Right now, I am just waiting for something good to happen.
Goodbye college. Hello real world.
