These past three days were exactly that… unexpected. I heard from a friend of many years that I have lost touch with over the years. My family has always been close family friends with his. The first thing he says to me is of how beautiful he always thought I was but was way to scared or unsure as to how or when to tell me, but got the guts to do so that night. Completely blindsided and flattered, I thanked him. Before you know it, we’re talking, catching up, and we start to flirt. Now, I would be lying if I said I didn’t think he was absolutely handsome and I’ve always thought that. I honestly thought he was completely out of my league and he would never think I am pretty or attractive whatsoever. That night, I end up going to his house to watch a movie with him and just hang out with an old friend (although we all know that that probably wasn’t the only thing that was going to happen). To make a long story short, we end up hooking up. I couldn’t believe it happened, but it did. I was unsure as to what it was or that it actually did. I left happy and confused at the same time.
The next day, we continue talking. After class, we decide to get drinks at a bar. I have to say, I honestly had the most genuine fun time in a very long time. Although us hooking up and going out together is a completely foreign, new, and confusing concept to me, it felt right, easy, and comfortable. I was relaxed, I could be myself…I didn’t have to try. He was treating so good too, doing things no guy has ever done for me, like opening my car door!!! Like what guy does that now!? Everything was going good!! I couldn’t believe it but I did because I couldn’t stop smiling. We go back to his place. That night, he just continues to compliment me, saying the most amazing things any girl would want to hear. I couldn’t help but blush. I find him almost irresistible. We hook up again.
Last night, we hang out at his place. Again, we hook up but this time I sleep over. Today, he went back to his apartment in the city. Hopefully, like he said, he’ll come out a weekend soon and we can hang out. I have NO idea where this is going or what it means but I’m just gonna hang out and enjoy the ride. I shouldn’t doubt mine or his feelings - as I always seem to do. I don’t feel that I deserve to be thought up in such a way that he says he thinks of me or treats me as well as he did these past three days.
I’m not unsure about these past three days only that it was completely unexpected.
But, I know that it makes it that much more exciting!